prance.

it only takes a few days, and i am happy :D today made me happy.

dance today was fun! we did lots of fun random stuff like improvisation and what nots. just doing your own thing, your own way. very nice.

i love my bew! HEHH. just because i feel like saying it :D and just had a little skype call session with pacey & glory.

nice people like them make me smile.

and NOW, i’m going to try and do my fa work.

dear friend,

i don’t even know if you come here anymore. but what does it matter? you’ve already told us to leave you alone. i’ve got nowhere to say this but here.

i don’t know what outcome you desire to see from this. but i know what i want to see. i want to see things back to normal.

you definitely do not know how much we care. because that day when you left, you obviously did not see how worried we were when you didn’t return. you didn’t see us going all over the place, just to find you. yes, we were. worried because we didn’t know what had happened to you, until you told us.

but i know that you don’t see anything from our perspective at all. because ultimately, you couldn’t see that if you weren’t important to us at all, we wouldn’t be trying so hard. if you didn’t mean anything, would we be so upset?

you said time will tell. but i really don’t know what it will tell. as time drags on, i’m more and more likely to give up trying. as time drags, it probably would show how unimportant we are to you. because at least we’re trying, but you’re not. we’ve done all we can trying. and that’s all i’ve got to say.

just take some time to think back. and think only of happy times. because that’s what i’ve been thinking about alot. i still remember them clearly.

then again, there’s a high chance that you won’t even be reading this at all.

only love <3

got inspiration from my ct project group to listen to nice old songs. haha. only love is nice :D and i love nice old songs yay. i am sounding confused.

but only love can stay
try again or walk away
but i believe for you and me
the sun will shine one day
so i just play my part
pray you’ll have a change of heart
but i can’t make you see it through
that’s something only love can do

i realised all my presentations are in week 13. boo. presentation overloadddded. i dread friday of week 13. sounds like friday the 13. the wait is pretty long.

this reminds me, i have to email the ta.

D:

what on earth is really going on? ): ): someone tell me, i didn’t want this to happen.

how i really wish i could turn back time. this feels so strange.

there’s no need to complicate our time is short, this is our fate.

we’re so stupid,

we can’t open doors. lol. watched hsm3 with yinxi on sunday night. well it was okay. i preferred 1 & 2. but oh but i liked her dresses (: anyhow, we couldn’t open the cinema door to exit though we kept trying & people were queueing behind us. then a man stepped forward and pushed it open with ease. we were shocked :O lol. and the same thing happened when we tried to open another door to get to the shopping mall. it didn’t open when we tried, but it did when the person behind us pushed it. so the conclusion is that we’re so stupid we can’t open doors & we call ourselves university students. tis embarrassing.

i can’t wait for friday:D & i’ve got two weddings to attend this sat & next. this week is slack. lol.

but still, life is like this :(

hate is bad.

I WOULD REALLY LOVE TO CURSE MY BGS PROF NOW.

but i can’t, shan’t, and i shall pray for a miracle.

1,2,3,4,5.

some 5 random sentences.

1. i am currently in school now. (note day and time :S)

2. i am annoyed with mr deep mr pal because he cannot mark my work properly, thus giving me lower marks than i really should deserve.

3. i am disgusted with the very very immature girl who appeared on the newspaper who appears to have no thought and sensitivity at all when she speaks of the economic crisis. please, i would be ashamed to have you as my daughter.

4. i gave megan her toy cat today :D

5. we cheated.

inSANITY.

i’ve slowly and calmly come to accept the fact that insanity is spelt with an s, m and a u. shucks. yesterday as i rushed into my fa class, 10 mins late, and was scrambling to get my test done, a very normal thought came into my mind. ‘what the hell am i doing in school on a bloody saturday morning at 8.30am?’ there really isn’t any logical answer to that except that the insane system of smu demands it. there you go. my saturday was killed (almost), until i decided that i would p-o-n my 3.30 lecture because i was just being bombarded with so much work and projects, it’s unbelievable. for group work, i’ve got fa report, bgs report & presentation, twc report, as presentation, ct report & presentation & mgmt comm individual presentation. and this is either perfectly normal, or even considered little for a student of my type (: nevermind that, i’ve still got weekly fa hw & tests. but anyway, i am STILL SURVIVING STRONG (: though i probably will die soon.

because if someone can explain insanity again, then they could probably tell me why i’m going back to school for an exam on a beautiful sunday morning >:)

anyhow, my mum told me that some evil aunty performed black magic on my 6 year old niece and she was actually possessed for a few days. gosh it’s absolutely freaky when i heard the full story and i can’t believe the devil is just so lowly & evil, attacking an innocent child. oh well. it scares me that such evil people exist because who in their right mind would want to harm a child so much that she could curse her with black magic.

ooh yesterday i went to golden mile complex for dinner and was :D brought back my fondest memories of mob beause the place looks so much like chiang mai. i ate the beef ball noodles thing and gosh, it tasted exactly like that one we ate at palay during mob (: so lovely. every person and thing there was thai, it was kind of nice.

yawns

You Are 55% Hyper  

You have a high amount of energy, but you’re not manic about it.
You live a busy, full, and productive life.You enjoy all sorts of activities, and you approach most tasks with enthusiasm.
You are also naturally social. You have plenty of time and resources to devote to friends.

  

While you are quite hyper, you do understand the importance of rest.
It’s difficult to get yourself to slow down, but when you do, you enjoy it.

 

 

You Are 60% Dog, 40% Cat  

You are a nice blend of cat and dog.
You’re playful but not too needy. And you’re friendly but careful.
And while you have your moody moments, you’re too happy to stay upset for long.

You Are a Pig  

You are very intelligent, and you enjoy being around people. You can trust others easily.
You have great reasoning skills, and you are quick learner. You are able to adapt to most situations. 

You Are a Turtle  

You are wise, grounded, and focused.
You also have an extreme energy… an energy rare for someone so serious.You respect the earth and truly love nature.
You wish that everyone was able to live in harmony.

   

 

The only thing you have to remember in life is to slow down and pace yourself.
You can get wound up easily over things that really don’t matter much.

 You Are Monday  

Like this day of the week, you are ruled by the moon.
More than anything, you are flexible.You are moody and impressionable. You are easily influenced by the world around you.
And while you can be temperamental, you eventually adjust.

While Mondays tend to be the hardest day for people, you don’t mind getting back to regular life.
You’re the one waking up early and making the coffee while everyone else complains. 

 

What Your Nose Says About You  

You are detail oriented and attentive. You are a perfectionist.You are reasonable and patient. You don’t give into impulses.

You are straightforward and honest. You sometimes offend people without realizing it.

You are a realist. You aren’t much of an optimist or a pessimist.

(: did a million of these funny quizzes with dee and had a good laugh :D hehheh. its seriously entertaining. i am a bulldog & she’s a labrador. oh my gosh, why am i so ugly.

i dread my weekend. and oh well.

someone tell me,

why must leejoonho torture me like this? GOSH, HOW I HATE.

anyhow, dance today was just like this- :D

You Should Play the Piano

You are a true music aficionado who loves many musical style and eras. You find music to be an escape. And you’d like to be relaxed and comfortable when you’re making it. You’re very innovative, and you have a unique way of knowing what may sound beautiful. There’s a strong possibility that you could compose some of your own work songs quite easily. While you have a lot of creative energy, you are also serious and conscientious. Your musical talent needs time, practice, and lots of privacy to flourish. Your dominant personality characteristic: your painstaking attention to detail Your secondary personality characteristic: your natural tendency to be whimsical

You Are the Middle Finger

A bit fragile and dependent on your friends, you’re not nearly as hostile as you seem. You are balanced, easy to get along with, and quite serious. However, you can get angry and fed up with those around you. And you aren’t afraid to show it! You get along well with: The Index Finger Stay away from: The Pinky

You Are 16% Emo

You’re the furthest thing from emo. Sensitivity is not something you exactly cultivate… and you can’t imagine weeping over song lyrics.

some things i really shouldn’t be doing. like these stupid quizzes (: and i should be studying fa now. LIKE N-O-W. now.