at the end of each day.

one week. i havent blogged for one week!

18july: photoshoot day(:

artiste manager = saikang personal assistant. or something along those lines. haha.

sneak preview of the pageant people! :D though not everyone’s here. but yeah, pretty hor the girls. after their make up and hair and gowns, i was like wow, now i know the power of makeovers haha. actually i realised that maybe that was something like a day in the life of a model. it looks all glam and nice but actually i think its tiring and not very comfortable at all. like taking the photos had to take and retake and retake and had to be careful or hair, make up and dress! esp since dresses were sponsored so it was even scarier. but i guess its always fun to be a model for a day. you get people holding your dress and shoes and bag for you. and people wiping off your sweat and touching up on your make up. and people running around buying ice milo for you! haha.

after that was megan’s birthday. she’s 4 (: and so big now.

19july: didnt go church again! for the second week. videoshoot day this time. didnt know it’d take so long and soooo many tries. most of the time we just sat around and talked, stoned, did nonsense like play frisbee and think of pageant questions. after that was dance. arts camp rehearsal. and then dinner with my family. oh i have two new wii games. but i dont really play them haa :D

20july: i wenta pulau ubin! :D ate swensens 1 for 1 at tampines mall and then off the pulau ubin. haha i quite like it there though its hot and there are insects and dogs. cycled to chek jawa. rocky trails and uphills are >:( horrid. but chek jawa was quite nice, and swampy. i liked the scottish looking cottage there. like at the edge of a cliff overlooking the sea. ice cold sugar cane was yummy too! (: after pulau ubin was just tiredddd.

21july: breakfast with pitttittttt!! :D coffee bean breakfast and then doing nothing around j8 for 2 hours plus. walked around and around and around. we spent $12 at the arcade playing silly games :D hehe. I LIKE ARCADE. fun fun fun. and camwhoring at the playground. and oh we found a nice picture for each other!

YAY.

after that watched harry potter (: it was nice even though i never read the book before.

22july: breakfast with meanie at amk hub (: and a lazy day watching BOF. yay. i love lazy days. then dance prac. final rehearsal before arts camp perf. dance ended at 11.30 la. pooof.

23july: arts camp performance in the morning :D it was good good good. had macs breakfast with the dancers before meeting him to watch ice age 3 (: haha. and then another lazy day all the way.

and i gotta go now. (: night safari tonight!

mr. jelly is me

play me i know (: on the saxophone. it’s on repeat mode.

since im so bored and free now, let’s blog!

i remember one of those days last week there was clique lunch. i dont think i blogged about it.

clique lunch at raffles place tcc (:

oh i got my bids! like finally. after three windows! SO YAY. marketing, management science, managing people at work, ethics and finishing touch :D humdrum.

i like my new phone its nice to use. getting nicer.

the past few days. lemme think again. oh i was sick. i slacked alot at home with monsie monster (: actually we were both sick, and thats not too bad at least we dont get bored. slacking and chilling’s nice and we get lots of rest haha. but after awhile it just gets abit siaaaan. been watching boys over flowers too :D but now we’ve both recovered yay.

yesterday had to follow the pageant contestants around for their fitting and hairstyling (:

today was out with my parents in the morning. shop shop shopping. i get to buy lots of stuff when i shop with them soooo, i like! then it was haji lane and orchard central adventure. and i got two dresses muahaha. one for fun and the other for the wedding. but actually thats quite for fun too (: cos i can wear it.

i like haji lane and bali lane and whatever lanes there are! :D i like all the shops like doinky doodles and the loft (with my nice sleeve :D) and and and, many more. we walked into this random shop called heaven scene (where i got my dress) and it was some pretty arabian boutique cafe so after i bought my dress i got some free fruity drink (TWEET!) and we ate some nice dessert. like caramel pudding. yummy(: i likeeeee.

orchard central’s nice too. nice long escalators and there seems to be so many just going up up up. bought my second dress there too (:

the next few days are gonna be busy ): photoshoot, videoshoot, dance, dance, performance, ftb.

SIAN X 1000. i dont want to go for ftb!

i just want time time time and more time to do things i wanna do with the people i want. and i need to talk soon, if not i’ll become grumpy. i havent been talking much for the past 3 hours or more :S red cliff two. poof. its nice actually but my attention was just, not on the show. hahaha.

i wanted to go out in the wind. and i want to picnic.

mindblank.

dont really remember what i’ve been doing the past few days after triuni.

oh right, pageant interviews. pageant interviews. some are quite funny, some are soso and i heard one or two was quite bad. there’s tight competition among the girls and the guys are just, yeaaaah haha. (:

bobo flew off friday night. she best, she missed her thurs midnight flight cos she got the date wrong haha.

got a new rectangular flat mouse that’s pretty (: (: and a new phone! haha. that one totally surprised me. free somemore (: E63. yay.

and apart from that im sick (or rather, recovering) with flu, fever, cough whatever. bummed around all day yesterday. tv, sleep, tv, sleep, talk talk, sleep, tv. yeaaaap (:

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strength (:

nobody knows how weak i am,
better than You.
nobody sees all of my needs,
better than You.
and nobody has the power to change me,
from what i was born to be.
Jesus be strong in my weakness,
empower me.

nobody’s eyes see through my soul,
better than Yours;
nobody’s love can make me whole,
no one but Yours.
and nobody has the power to lift me,
to reach for eternity.
Jesus break through all my defences,
empower me.

why does it seem so impossible and so hard for me?

joy oh joy.

i found my retainers! :D

and my voice is on the way back. i rebid today and im crossing my fingers and praying for the best. i want my courses! (:

im going to renew my starhub student plan soon too.

im too sleepy to blog about TRIUNI but it was funfunfun! :D

it sucks

to not get your bids, to see your bill explode because starhub didnt tell me my student plan expired, to be sunburnt and blueblacked and to have lost my retainers.

life’s like this.

Matriculation days are over :D All the pretty handsome people have been scouted. YAY.

The past two days were like, white and black. Okaaay.

Met the cg girls on Wednesday (: We went to Fareast and walked around. Basically enjoying each other’s company. Then to TCC to chill and catch up. Spending my afternoon with them like that made my day a little brighter, a little happier and a little smilier :D

I’m so proud of us. You know how hard it is to get this many of us out?! :D

Looking at this photo makes me want to laugh and cry. It tells a long story of a long history of friendship(: Each of us have our own stories to tell, our own times of ups and downs with the group. We’re so diverse and different in character that sometimes we just amuse each other and at other times, we just annoy the hell out of each other.Most of us grew up together. Some of us not. We might not even have liked each other that much during those growing up years. We might not even have spent alot of time together at all. Whatever the case, we’ve become such a part of each other’s lives in a weird sort of way, that life would be quite empty without them.

We’ve stuck together through thick and thin over the years and we definitely love each other now(:

Met Tan and Larry after that and chilled in some gsr. Lianzy joined us to learn the dance too. And then it was dance. Dance was very happy. I like small groups and just us(:

Yesterday. Jaslyn came to school to find me(: I don’t know why she came also but it was very nice and comforting to have her around. We just slacked around in the GSR, caught up a little with each other and looked at people’s facebook haha. I love hearing stories(: And I miss spending time with you too. After classifying the pageant contestants went to PS for awhile with jas while waiting for foldy! We both need to lose weight right?! Hahaha.

Then met foldy(: YAY FOLDY YAY FOLDY haha. I almost forgot how much I missed her until we met. Dabaoed dinner to her house and made Chrystal’s card(:

I love talking to foldy(: I love hearing exciting stories and telling them as well. Being with foldy brings out a certain something in me that usually doesnt surface when I’m with people. Maybe it’s just being bimbotic or being silly. Or being foldy-ish, and that can’t really be explained.

I LOVE YOU FOLDY WOLDY :m

Then it was to the airport to send pacey off ): I hate goodbyes and farewells and it was just heartbreakzzz. Haha. Really.

I know I’m gonna miss you pacey.

(: (: (:

Give me the strength now that it all seems harder than before.