late nights out.

one week of not posting. my blog entries are getting worse and worse. they are degenerating, deteriorating. did i spell it correctly?

went for handball on wednesday. it was quite fun and tiring but i don’t think i want a cca anymore haha. i will be busy enjoying my own life so no cca for me (: maybe dance outside! yes, i want that. but anyway, my muscles ached after handball haha.

friday was meanie’s day :D HAHA. happy meanies day! and it was elections day too. HR director haha. and director, finance and programs (: elections was long and tiring. 4 till nearly 11. crazy. was supposed to go B&Js with team after that but we only set off at like 12 after we wasted alot of time hanging around talking. wanted kbox but fully booked. then supper. wanted alot of places and i only remember bah ku teh. we went to the clarke quay one but closed ): so we ended up at haagen daz and we ate this 7th heaven thing (: yum. and reached home at 3am, veryvery tired.

had to wake up at 8 plus on saturday to go ICA collect new biometric passport. my picture’s so u-g-l-y ): looks like i’ve got a neck tan line. then SLACKED the whole day. wanted to go out watch movie but lazy. oh me.

sunday church then tuition for the first time. P5 china boy. english (: but very little money cos only once a week and 1.5 hours each time. and P5 means only $20/hour. BOO. and somemore half my first month’s pay will be eaten up. roar. but its easy lah. then home and then i cycled at bishan park haha. and crashed into a little girl on a tricycle. thats cos she, her brother and her maid hogged the whole road and refused to move away and i couldn’t swerve anywhere. and i was smsing :| haha, the dangers of using the phone while on the road. anyway, then was seleter with uncle bt and family. sherilyn gave me two plasters. how nice. then dinner at teachers estate. good old routine that so reminds me of my childhood (: then they came to my house. and we played wii until late late. until my hand muscles ache like crazy. then after that at 10pm the taxi gang went for supper at icekimo! (: i love ice cream. and then icekimo closed at 11 or was it 12. but then we went to monster’s house after that to continue talking. mainly about bizcom stuff actually. GAAAH. another late night and we reached home at 1 plus. i think.

monday another late day. hari raya and there was bizcom meeting at 5. meeting ended at 7.30. chionged back to eat and then drove back to chinatown $10 ktv (: fwalalala. $10 ktv with oliver dennet sam jack pittit and monster. okay wrong, team cheryl :D sang ktv until 1 :/ sam go’s so funny he can sing ONE F4 song. and he sang one phillipino song! haha.

yesterday. normal day. booth duty in bizcom room. and then ms. ms midterms next week. i only found out yesterday. haha. BTT TODAY :/ haha. what if i cant find the place. what if i fail. yknow im so careless ): haha. alright shall go now. BYE.

what happened in ms class today.

i have something that i’m very guilty about. i must confess it here.

today in ms class, i screamed at pittit. i screamed at her even louder than i presented.

but she is very bad and vulgar. she made me post this entry ):

no turning back.

sometimes, no matter how much you – you can’t turn back the clock and you can’t undo what you’ve done. sometimes it’s just like that; no turning back.

HAHA OKAY. whatever now. i didnt get in. and i kind of screwed things up now.

i guess the most painful thing about this is that i gave up something i loved so much because i knew that if i didn’t, i wouldn’t love it anymore. and the feeling is just, ):

inside out

over the past two days i’ve watched two movies! the time traveler’s wife and the proposal. both so nice (: both i like, alot!

the time traveler’s wife is damn sad. meanie kept crying and laughing and squealing ‘oh my so sad meanie so sad!’ until i want to cry but end up laughing cos she kept crying-laughing-making noise. haha. but really damn sad the show. love it. but i never want to be like that girl. haha.

the proposal (: very very funny and not very romantic kind but i like alot. i think i like the house in alaska like facing the ocean. everyday need to take speedboat to get to town. house exactly like my dream house. the way i imagined it- on some cliff facing the sea and then nothing (: hahaha. i wanna live in alaska where the sun doesn’t seem to set.

audition results out tmr. zomg i think my chances of getting in are decreasing by the day. 200 people only 35 can get in know! ): roar. and then ocip interview results also out on sat. so stewpid :D i dont know why we even had an interview. interview was on monday with oliver dennet and yanda. umm. it was kinda rubbish and we kept laughing. so silly.

marketing class yesterday was rubbish too. as in we didnt pay attention at all. we just kept drawing drawing drawing and doodling. played tic tac toe, bingo and oh, we wrote a song! :D haha.

um and oh i decided that im going to sign up for driving TODAY. like later. tired of procrastinating already! but so confusing. manual or auto? school or private? :O and im gonna update my passport also! yay.

marketing test next week I DONT FEEL LIKE OPENING MY TEXTBOOK AT ALL. maybe i wish i didnt like marketing so much. cos i think im starting to feel like abit like, aiya marketing can one lah. haha. maybe this should be like MA or MS, then i sure scared sure study. haha.

jump tomorrow :D haha. alright. i wanna watch fame, my sister’s keeper and bruno.

os.

bash was a long time ago. but it was fun :D i liked the bak kuh teh supper and after that. and before, the contestant were great.

since then, life has been back to school, and school alone.

i quit dance.

that was only a week ago and it seems like ages ago. still dont know how i feel. i suppose it was the right choice.

but i really miss dance ): i havent danced in a looong time ): and i feel weird. and surprisingly empty.

):

waiting for auditions results. things are looking grumpy. HAHAHA. i see work work work more work. never read so much in my life. never tried to do be as diligent as i am now. 5 readings in 3 days. mpw learning journal. reading up chapters before classes. doing homework, not copying. paying attention in class. YES. i was never such a good student. maybe because now there’s nothing to do. i have nothing else i can do. sad. maybe having no cca is really beneficial to one’s studies.

vanzaar modelling was okay. the clothes are soso i dont think i’ll really wear them.

and ltb dinner on thursday was quite fun. pizza hut :D

but then, i bought purple shoes that are one size too big. i am so sad now.

step one.

Father I thank You
For all that You’ve done
You gave Your Son freely for me
And I praise You for calling me, drawing me near
Out of blindness you caused me to see

Spirit of life
You are God’s holy fire
You’ve kindled my heart with Your blaze
And I know You’re refining me, changing my life
And by faith You’re revealing Your ways

Jesus I need You
As Lord of my life
I give all I have unto You
Lord I want to come under Your heavenly hand
And to praise You in all that I do

i knew it was something i couldn’t ignore. and i just had to.

VALS

Experiencer/Striver

Your primary VALS type is Experiencer, and your secondary type is Striver.

The primary VALS type represents your dominant approach to life. The secondary classification represents a particular emphasis you give to your dominant approach.

Experiencers

Experiencers are motivated by self-expression. As young, enthusiastic, and impulsive consumers, Experiencers quickly become enthusiastic about new possibilities but are equally quick to cool. They seek variety and excitement, savoring the new, the offbeat, and the risky. Their energy finds an outlet in exercise, sports, outdoor recreation, and social activities.

Experiencers are avid consumers and spend a comparatively high proportion of their income on fashion, entertainment, and socializing. Their purchases reflect the emphasis they place on looking good and having “cool” stuff.

Strivers

Strivers are trendy and fun loving. Because they are motivated by achievement, Strivers are concerned about the opinions and approval of others. Money defines success for Strivers, who don’t have enough of it to meet their desires. They favor stylish products that emulate the purchases of people with greater material wealth. Many see themselves as having a job rather than a career, and a lack of skills and focus often prevents them from moving ahead.

Strivers are active consumers because shopping is both a social activity and an opportunity to demonstrate to peers their ability to buy. As consumers, they are as impulsive as their financial circumstance will allow.

just took this in marketing class. apparently its my assignment. to discover my consuming patterns :D

noooooooooo. die already die. hahaha.

and i havent blogged in the longest time ever! bash is over, back to school. stuff’s been happening, decisions made. and now what? i dont know.