can’t think of one.

D A N C E.
the whole day. well, almost.

had church in the morning and then met tanhui and larissa for leotard shopping and lunch. sushi + honey glazed chicken + toffee nut latte (bobo save me!) at starbucks :) and nice silly talks.

met zhigang and desmond early. we were supposed to mark through the steps and timing.

but we totally bitched about your best friend :)

i swear dancers are born to be bitchy la. then 2oclock came. warmups kind of sucked (a little) because havent done such stuff for so long. across the floor was just as :S hahaha. then full run one. then dinner break. and full dress full run again. then we ended at 9.30. the whole day just flew by and wow i survived my 8 hour dance :) it wasn’t so bad actually. and lifts were :X as well.

then balestier prata YAY.
and please tell me that school’s not starting tmr.
and tell me that beyond is not 12 days away.
NOOOO.

meanie, come back k (:

at the bar.

strum bang crash roar. just came back from dance. poof ):

dan is crazy. and i’m super lousy. i can’t get over the fact that i think & feel that i’m not improving at all, while everyone else is. had to use ymca studio today because our usual studio in smu was booked. and thanks to the ballet bars in the room, dan was inspired to give us a ballet session. and that kind of sucked, because i suck at ballet and spins, and i hate the bar alot. and i officially hate spins the most. i really really really hate it and i hope we never do ballet-ish stuff again. hahaha.

when will i ever be able to spin. or even, dance better? GRRRR. and there is something wrong with smu email now. anyway, i just want tomorrow to come, so that i can watch my vicky cristina barcelona, and my bucket list. and i can play the guitar (: YESSSSS.

i’m super obsessed with the sound of the guitar now, especially plucking :D

passion.

i think i’m finding back my love for dance again. so happy. whenever there’s dance i feel so satisfied (: even though i suck (hahah yes), i just feel that there’s so much room for improvement and for exploration. it’s quite a weird feeling. i’ve not had that feeling for years.

its called passion, knowing that you may not be that good at something, but yet loving it so much. i feel that i’ve not been particularly passionate about anything ever since i entered jc, which explains for the lack of commitment to anything actually. looking back, i can totally see the contrast in my attitude towards everything else and dance. it’s kind of a nice feeling actually, to have a passion about something again. its kind of like the thing that you look forward to all the time.

ooh anyway, i’ve been casted into one dance for next year’s production already :D dan says there’ll be more casting to come. i don’t know if being casted into more than one dance is a good thing or not. on one hand, i’d really like to dance for more than one dance. BUT, i’m going to be so busy during december. travelling and all :S

okay i’m rambling. i really shouldn’t have.

formula one

life has been exciting.

i want my recess week. still have one more presentation to go. lots of homework piled up. fa, bgs, as etc. thank god for no mid terms. booked a trip to desaru for the recess week and just confirmed flight tickets for the cg girls getaway to hong kong yesterday. i think the cg girls are so cool.

F1 over the weekend wasnt too bad. caught the sound and sight of it on all 3 days. managed to get a few videos and a photo. we had a timbre chill-outing on friday. but it was a clique/boyf thing. it was just really weird. had another round of dance auditions on sunday for the casting. did like shit hahaha. i am like shit in dance anyway. i totally cannot spin, and there is always so much spinning.

volunteering for F1 on sunday was crap as well :| amusingly, one european guy asked to take a photo with me hahaha. and YES we got ourselves out of it halfway, and went over someplace to watch the rest of the race. singaporeans are retarded. for the first time, i encountered people queueing up for an escalator to catch a view of the track. thats because the track can only be seen on the way up the escalator and not on either levels. ahh, i’m guilty as well hahaha.

papa’s going for an interview today because they want to send him to a cool university in america to study some course for executives :D i insisted that if he does get the place, i’m going to america with him. its only for a week. but mummy seems to be against the idea :( oh well. i really want to go.