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i can play the starting part of 你曾经让我心动 :DDDD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hSqUOFLSfms

(oh i know the youtube video looks ugly) haha. yay thanks to my brother (: but i figured out some parts myself too. i aim to perfect it HAHA. okay, first learn the whole song. i am a happy girl with hurting fingers :D

at the bar.

strum bang crash roar. just came back from dance. poof ):

dan is crazy. and i’m super lousy. i can’t get over the fact that i think & feel that i’m not improving at all, while everyone else is. had to use ymca studio today because our usual studio in smu was booked. and thanks to the ballet bars in the room, dan was inspired to give us a ballet session. and that kind of sucked, because i suck at ballet and spins, and i hate the bar alot. and i officially hate spins the most. i really really really hate it and i hope we never do ballet-ish stuff again. hahaha.

when will i ever be able to spin. or even, dance better? GRRRR. and there is something wrong with smu email now. anyway, i just want tomorrow to come, so that i can watch my vicky cristina barcelona, and my bucket list. and i can play the guitar (: YESSSSS.

i’m super obsessed with the sound of the guitar now, especially plucking :D

who knows what.

i’m studying fa now. after watching 2 hours of tv in the morning.

first asct lesson yesterday after school reopened. i always can’t help thinking that its such a waste-of-time course. prof mooney got so mad at our ta that he sent him an email right in front of us and left class early lol (: he was sooo disturbed by the ta’s lack of responsibility. which is quite funny actually. ct was even worse. gbe is so so so so lame & i’m sure everyone would agree. i can’t stand her, hahaha. and i might be overly critical but i really think i’m on a different wavelength (or planet) from her :D HEE.

had a short ct meeting after school then dee & i went to thomson plaza to look for part time jobs (for fun). during asct we were drawing up our save money (to go taiwan) plan. oh yeah, we need alot of money. HAHA. after that dee came to my house. bella & joel were at my house with my brother and playing guitar again. haha. we were supposed to study but we ended up playing guitar and piano (and recording) and watching tv. ohoh, my brother taught me a little bit of more than words :D hahaha.

there’s no school today! (: i think i must be very blurr. i didnt know there was no leseson today until last night. and i didnt know that as midterms were next sunday not this. AND, i didnt know that as hw only needs to be handed in on saturday (not yesterday). i also didnt know that bgs paper was due next monday and not the monday where school reopened. and there are a many million things that i don’t know as well. like since when was there twc meeting tmr? ): gosh. and when is bgs presentation, is it week 12 or 13? and when is fa group report due? haha. i am so going to die if i continue like this.

anyhow, i am going to study again. bye world /:( i think i invented a new emoticon.

change.

i just read an old friend’s blog. its scary how people change, especially when they’ve done so for the worse. it’s sad if you’ve known people for almost 8 years, seen them grow, grown along with them, and slowly watch as we all mature, change, and drift. we all used to be close, learning from and depending on each other and watching out for each other. we all used to share the same passions and values. but when we all grew up, things changed. and those like me, can only stand from where we are and watch friends slip, change their life directions. and we can’t really do anything about it, but just well, watch, reflect, draw comparisons.

OH WELL. reflective moods are kind of fun.

my brother bought a new acoustic for his birthday (: spent this morning planning our hk itinery, doing part of my fa homework and guitaring around. and later on bobo and i went to pacey’s house to play abit of guitar, talk. anyways i need to do more hw again.

nowadays i always hear scary stuff around me. like my mum just told me that someone from church passed away in her sleep (don’t know when but recently). it’s super freaky. i’m always afraid that in the morning, someone won’t wake up. THAT IS FREAKY. oh emoness.