sing your way home.

its kind of sad that the sem is coming to an end. i’m halfway through my last week of year 1 sem 1 :D the feeling is like, like the end of sec two, on the last day of school. when you have to say goodbye to your classmates after two years. but yet you know you’ll see them around school so there’s really nothing to be sad about. just that this time, its not two years, its only 13 weeks (: hehheh.

i’m done with THREE presentations hooray. how did i fair? i honestly don’t know. but i enjoyed myself for all 3. i hope i was good :D we wore identical belts for bgs presentation, thanks to ruben. cute. i have a strange liking for my bgs class. it’s like there’s just this feeling of unity in the class. weird, i know. and i don’t know why. i’ll miss the europeans, awww. i’ll miss the diversity of the class!

ASCT presentation finally over today. talked so much rubbish. it was so messy (: but funny as well. i just hope it was good and that gbe would like it. hehheh. one bad thing though, my bgs individual essay did like SHIIIITTT ): was rather sad.

fa’s finally over too. NO MORE WEEKLY HW ooh yes. but i know i’m being dumb to say this cos more will definitely come in my year2,3,4 in smu :| hahaha.

fa group: sophia, me, jeremy, jeslin, jupiter, brendan

bgs group: raghav, myo, ruben, emanuele, me.

as group: gary, sinye, kinyip, me.

ct group: sharon, yulin, tracy, me, jiacheng, sinye, alvin, vincent.

YAYS. love them all. and more to come!

who knows what.

i’m studying fa now. after watching 2 hours of tv in the morning.

first asct lesson yesterday after school reopened. i always can’t help thinking that its such a waste-of-time course. prof mooney got so mad at our ta that he sent him an email right in front of us and left class early lol (: he was sooo disturbed by the ta’s lack of responsibility. which is quite funny actually. ct was even worse. gbe is so so so so lame & i’m sure everyone would agree. i can’t stand her, hahaha. and i might be overly critical but i really think i’m on a different wavelength (or planet) from her :D HEE.

had a short ct meeting after school then dee & i went to thomson plaza to look for part time jobs (for fun). during asct we were drawing up our save money (to go taiwan) plan. oh yeah, we need alot of money. HAHA. after that dee came to my house. bella & joel were at my house with my brother and playing guitar again. haha. we were supposed to study but we ended up playing guitar and piano (and recording) and watching tv. ohoh, my brother taught me a little bit of more than words :D hahaha.

there’s no school today! (: i think i must be very blurr. i didnt know there was no leseson today until last night. and i didnt know that as midterms were next sunday not this. AND, i didnt know that as hw only needs to be handed in on saturday (not yesterday). i also didnt know that bgs paper was due next monday and not the monday where school reopened. and there are a many million things that i don’t know as well. like since when was there twc meeting tmr? ): gosh. and when is bgs presentation, is it week 12 or 13? and when is fa group report due? haha. i am so going to die if i continue like this.

anyhow, i am going to study again. bye world /:( i think i invented a new emoticon.

thoughts.

i’m the queen of procrastination. i’ve yet to blog about my desaru trip, which by the way, was wonderful, excellent, marvelous, awesome, peaceful, serene, beautiful- everything that singapore is not.

just today after watching some youtube video on the end of the world, i’ve realised yet again how short everyone’s life is. apparently, the video was about some prediction that is scientifically proven and has like a damn good backup, and it said something about the world going to end in 2013. and they had all those stuff and signs that are mentioned in the bible as well. and i’m half convinced by it. only half.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I4D3upGhNW0 go watch it.

knowing that you’re only going to live 5 years more or so really changes your perspective and priorities in life. like you start focusing on different things, start wanting to treat people better, wanting to live your everyday with more meaning and the usual stuff that people feel before they die. oh i’m so morbid. but it’s true. things that used to be important to you are no longer as important. if you think about it, 5 years, it’s really fast. i won’t even have a chance to get married, give birth. well. long term investments? marriage? what can one do in 5 years? travel the world?

after watching that video, all i wanted to do was to read the bible everyday and spend more time with God. i thought i would feel pretty sad if i wasn’t able to complete the bible and know it really well before i died. and i’d like to really enjoy the best relationship with God ever as well, before i died. oh well. life is depressing.

what makes it worse is, SCHOOL IS STARTING AGAIN TOMORROW. hahaha. which means i have to go study now.

bang the keys.

so my dad is going to stanford for 12 days next year in march (: UNFAIR! GOSH. i wanna go tooooo.

just read the news on a freaky 7 year old australian boy who broke into the zoo in the middle of the night, killed lots of small animals an fed them to the crocodiles. sadistic place, this world we live in. i can never comprehend why such people exist in this world.

finally, recess week is truly here. this is the gazillionth time i’m saying this (: i know. but i was never this happy over a one week holiday.

watched the blair witch project this morning before school. it wasn’t as scary as hell. hahaha. i really am not very affected by it at all. then had asct lesson. what a wasteful saturday afternoon spent in school. i was so reluctant to go. besides, brian mooney is mad. he teaches the strangest things about philosophy, and they are so difficult to understand, because alot of what he says is not really english.

bought some stuff today. oh no, stop shopping. shopping is a vice. i managed to get really nice cheap jackets/pullovers though. they cost only $8 and they dont even look like it (: so i got one for my pacey. ahha. i know she loves it. cg was ok. i was still on time, despite being 1 hour late. ok, that was a little contradictory. but discussion felt a little weird though. its like i cant really accept the whole concept of tithe vs offerings the way it was put across. and i still choose to think my way. lol.

 i feel like playing the piano now (: iswak.

formula one

life has been exciting.

i want my recess week. still have one more presentation to go. lots of homework piled up. fa, bgs, as etc. thank god for no mid terms. booked a trip to desaru for the recess week and just confirmed flight tickets for the cg girls getaway to hong kong yesterday. i think the cg girls are so cool.

F1 over the weekend wasnt too bad. caught the sound and sight of it on all 3 days. managed to get a few videos and a photo. we had a timbre chill-outing on friday. but it was a clique/boyf thing. it was just really weird. had another round of dance auditions on sunday for the casting. did like shit hahaha. i am like shit in dance anyway. i totally cannot spin, and there is always so much spinning.

volunteering for F1 on sunday was crap as well :| amusingly, one european guy asked to take a photo with me hahaha. and YES we got ourselves out of it halfway, and went over someplace to watch the rest of the race. singaporeans are retarded. for the first time, i encountered people queueing up for an escalator to catch a view of the track. thats because the track can only be seen on the way up the escalator and not on either levels. ahh, i’m guilty as well hahaha.

papa’s going for an interview today because they want to send him to a cool university in america to study some course for executives :D i insisted that if he does get the place, i’m going to america with him. its only for a week. but mummy seems to be against the idea :( oh well. i really want to go.